MEMORIALS
Some horses walk with us for a lifetime; others for only a little while. Each leaves a mark. This page honours the Standardbreds who have crossed the rainbow bridge while in our care—remembered with dignity, gratitude, and love. May their stories remind us why aftercare matters, and why every moment of good care is a gift.
CYNTHIA SEELSTER
February 25, 1995 – July 23, 2020
Sadly “Dallas” passed away from old age complications before she could find a retirement home to live out her days. She was surrounded by love from her long time caretakers. She will be extremely missed and we are sorry we couldn’t find you a family of your own sweet girl!


DAYLON MARAUDER
April 11, 2003 – April 18, 2022
Our beautiful Dyllon sadly left us after what we can only assume was due to a complication from colic. He went downhill extremely quick – from eating and drinking, to 2 hours later laying down and being uninterested in standing at all because of pain. Our vet agreed it wasn’t a normal colic response, as he was still passing manure as normal and all other vitals were normal – except he was in extreme pain. It was determined that he had flipped his intestine and it was sitting on his pelvis and a nerve, causing the extreme pain he was in. Immediately, my decision was I couldn’t see him suffer any longer. There were some options to try but it would prolong his suffering and the vet said the outcome was still likely going to be grim. The likelihood was, by the time he showed symptoms, the intestine had already flipped. Potentially it was a freak accident in a roll and had nothing to do with colic at all, but I didn’t request an autopsy so we can only assume. It was clear the intestine was displaced, that was the end result.
Dyllon worked hard his entire life, it broke my heart to make the call and I’m forever grateful for my best friend and my barn partner at my side who agreed immediately with my choice. He needed us to be his voice, and I looked him in the eye – he was tired. That made the hardest thing I’ve ever had to say, just a little bit easier. It was best for Dyl.Dyllon was so close to his forever family. He had appointments booked this weekend, and more applications had come in for him. He was the centrepiece of our barn because he carried himself with a presence that captured everyone’s attention when they walked in.
When he arrived, he was so scared of everything and all of the changes in his life. Each and every day he grew more confident in himself and watching him grow was a highlight for our team. He went from being afraid to even have someone sit on his back, to completing his first trail ride just a few days before his passing.
He would stand for hours in cross ties for attention, and his extreme love of bananas would make everyone’s day when he begged for them.It breaks my heart that this sweet horse who worked so hard his entire life, had such a short “retirement”. But he was loved, he was cared for and knew kindness. I wish every moment I could go back in time and somehow protect him, but all I can do is find solace that he never has to work again or suffer pain for another.
We can take it from here Dyllon, you’ve done your miles ❤️
“For in my mind, all memories are alive. And in my heart your image is deeply etched, and for as long as I am aware of myself, I will remember you.”
MOONLIT TORI
March 30, 2002 – June 3, 2022
From the moment she stepped off the trailer almost a year ago, there was something in her mannerism that told us, she was “home” and that was that. She claimed our family as hers, and even though we pushed hard for her to find an adoptive home, she never had a single viewing in all the time she was here. She was right, this was home and we were her people.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time and changed the universe so that she never knew hardship or pain. Tori was a fighter and a work horse every day of her life. She did everything with full steam ahead, and put all of her weight and thought process behind it. She was brave, she was independent, and she could never fail to make you chuckle with her “granny with a shotgun” mentality.
We couldn’t fix what time and her previous neglect had already broken. But we could give her love, make her as comfortable as we could, and be there to make the ultimate kindest decision for her. I’ll quote a post that was shared with me just last night – “letting our beloved go in love when it is time, is our highest duty. It is not an easy duty – and it may cost us dearly – but it is our highest duty. We were chosen as guardian because we will carry out this duty from a space of love. No matter how many hands they passed through before they came to us, the universe anointed us with this responsibility.”
I feel that today. My heart is hurting but my head knows that this was the kindest decision that could be made for our beloved Tori. The barn will never be the same without her, and I’m sure I’ll shed many tears over the coming weeks because she has been such a part of our family. Her memory will live on, her personality and spunk will never be forgotten, and we will continue to help others in her memory.
Fly high, fast and pain free my beautiful girl. I know that Dyllon met you at the rainbow bridge to welcome you to the greenest pastures you have ever seen. Forever and always my dear Tori. ♥️
“In my dreams, I’ll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart, there will always be a place for you for all my life”


GIMME HOPE
March 31, 1999 – May 12, 2023
Some losses are harder than others, and even though Gio’s time in my barn was not long, he was one of the ones who has touched my heart the most. Knowing I had to make the call to let him cross the rainbow bridge, even though I could not be there with him to say goodbye, is one of the hardest choices I’ve had to make in all of my years of doing this.
Gio unfortunately came up with a serious health issue a few weeks ago, and the prognosis to fix him was impossible. We made the ultimate but kindest choice for him to pass as peacefully as possible, and give him the opportunity to be free of pain.
My heart is broken that Gio did not get the chance to truly enjoy his life, after being pulled out of the kill pen last summer. But I know that his last months and days were filled with love, and that he had the opportunity to know so much kindness.
Because of the genuine kindness of amazing donors who rallied behind his freedom, is why Gio even got his second chance at life to enjoy these past months. To those people, we are eternally grateful.
I’m so sorry that your time was no longer my sweet little G-man, but I know that you are pain free and being your cheeky little self up there over the rainbow bridge.
“How lucky I am to have had something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”
JOHNNYS LIL BRO
April 26, 2003 – July 10, 2023
There are horses who simply exist in our lives, and then there are horses who change us. Jace was the latter. Rescued by New Start in the fall of 2022, he was one of several horses who would have otherwise faced a much harsher fate. Instead, he was given safety, compassion, and months of care where he came to know what it meant to be truly loved. From the start, he touched countless people through his gentle presence, his quiet dignity, and the way he reminded us why this work matters.
In his early days with us, Jace rediscovered happiness. He explored the pasture, settled into his new rhythm, and knew the peace of a safe home. But over time, his body began to betray him. The spark in his eyes grew dimmer, his playfulness gave way to fatigue, and the simple joys of movement became harder. We wanted so deeply to give him more, but his pain left us with the hardest truth: the kindest choice was to let him go with dignity.
It is never easy to make that decision, but love demands it. We could have stretched his time with medication, but it would not have been living, it would have been prolonging pain. Instead, we chose to be strong for him, to be his voice, and to give him the peace he deserved. Surrounded by love and care until the very end, Jace left this world with the compassion and respect that should define every horse’s story.
Jace’s journey is also a reminder of the power of community. To those who donated, took part in raffles, and followed his story, you were part of giving him this final chapter. He may not have had the happily-ever-after we dreamed of, but he did not leave forgotten or discarded. He left with love, dignity, and the knowledge that he mattered.
Run free, Jace. You will never be forgotten.


Dealers Dream “Alora” &
Shalomar Bliss “Bliss”
April 16, 1999 – July 18, 2023
April 23, 1994 – July 18, 2023
Two very special senior ladies crossed the rainbow bridge in the arms and care of their foster momma Katherine; after their senior bodies reached a time where they said “okay, enough is enough”.
Everyone remembers our sweet Alora, her emaciated body and story of neglect was one I know many people followed while she was here rehabbing with us. We were so grateful to see her start to blossom last summer and finally get a chance at happiness.
And her older “sister” Bliss; they got the chance to be reunited to live out their retirement. Sadly the past neglect and lack of kindness and compassion for so long, caught up to their bodies.
Our girls said that they were tired, and they were ready to be able to run pain free across the rainbow bridge. Thank you Katherine for being so selfless to open your heart and home to these girls; and for loving them as your own while we made final arrangements for them. Run fast & free sweet girls, I know Jace was waiting for you on the other side.
BILLY RUBEN
April 20, 2008 – November 13, 2023
We have some sad news to share, our first “local” auction pull this fall – BILLY RUBEN (Ru); laid down last night and passed away peacefully in his sleep.
We take solace in knowing that he went with a full belly, love and kindness from his caretaker momma, and from his fellow auction pull Atomic Yankee, whom Ru formed a very tight bond with over the last couple weeks during their quarantine.
We wish you had more time to know love, kindness and have some fun in life sweet boy but it was your time, and that’s okay too
Rest in peace Ru .


IDONTWANABEFRIENDS
April 27, 2012 – January 16, 2024
Taco was the epitome of everything we do. He arrived to us in 2021, battered, bruised, emaciated, and scared. He was the shell of what a horse his age should have been. And slowly, as time went on, he began to blossom. He came out of that shell and showed us the personality that he had – and oh did he ever have a personality! You all fell in love with him on our journey and we were so elated when he found an adoptive family of his own; even with his quirks and the fact he would never be 100% sound because of the past abuse he suffered.
But a veterinary appointment brought us to a crashing halt and a reality that we didn’t see coming. Because of the neglect he suffered at the hands of whoever had him before he was dumped in a lot destined for slaughter. And in weighing the options, the words quality of life and pain were put out there. Tacos quality of life was low, and the pain he was in, was extremely high. And so we have made the ultimate decision to allow Taco to cross the rainbow bridge.
We cared. Your family cared. Your new caretaker cared. Your breeder cared. All of those who followed your story, cared. And we will miss you sweet boy.
Run free and run fast, be sure to greet your old girl Tori and your old best friend Oliver .. I know they are waiting for you over there.
HECATE
April 22, 2024
Our hearts are heavy as we officially share the devastating news of the passing of Yuri’s newborn foal. His journey into this world was met with unforeseen challenges, and despite our best efforts, he passed away during birth.
We are deeply saddened by this loss. Though his short time in this world was fleeting, he was truly loved by our team and we fought hard to give him every opportunity, it just wasn’t meant to be, with complication after complication.
Thank you to everyone who has offered their support and condolences during this difficult time. Your kindness has been a beacon of light in our darkest moments. Rest peacefully, our big boy Hecate. You will always be remembered with love. I hope your angel wings are shaped like butterflies.


MANHATTEN KILLEAN
April 16, 2001 – May 25, 2024
Our sweet Mannie has crossed the rainbow bridge. She arrived to us in the wintertime, and although she was in good spirits and good health, she did have a prepubic tendon rupture, leaving her with a large mass on the underside of her belly. She supposedly had this for a couple years and still was fine as a companion.
Unfortunately as spring came, the mass grew and on a veterinary exam, we were informed that there was a high likelihood of her intestines potentially slipping into this rupture space, which would cause her extreme pain and require emergency euthanasia if it happened.
The last thing we ever wanted was to be a day too late and have Mannie cross the bridge in unimaginable pain. So we assessed the vet notes, looked at the risk, and we made the decision to let her go before the worst of heat, humidity and fly season kicked in.
We are incredibly grateful to everyone who donated towards her end of life costs, and especially to her foster family, Amber and Dave, you go above and beyond every day for so many horses and Mannie was blessed to have you by her side today.
This classy matriarch of 24 wins, earnings of over $450,000 and mother to 8 amazing foals, will forever be remembered, and we were graced to have had her in our New Start family these past months.
Fly fast across that bridge sweet girl.
COWBOYS LIKE US
May 10, 2001 – June 14, 2024
It is with our heavy hearts that we announce the passing of Cowboys Like Us. This 23 year old gelding was the sweetest and kindest soul to the very end. Rescued from the slaughter pipeline in the chill of winter, Cowboy was given a second chance at life thanks to the love and dedication of his former connections. His journey led him to us here at New Start, where he found a peaceful and loving retirement with his foster family.
Cowboy was a testament to resilience and the power of compassion. Despite the hardships he faced, his spirit and his sweet soul never wavered. Over the past month, his health began to decline, and it became clear that his body, which had endured so much during his many years as a buggy horse, was ready to rest. Surrounded by the care and affection of his foster mom, he found peace today under the morning sunlight.
“Until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened.” – Anatole France
Rest in peace, dear friend.
You are forever in our hearts.


JUSTDOWHATYOUCANDO
May 18, 2008 – July 30, 2024
Rescued by New Start in the fall of 2023, Libby came to us with an unknown history that was sadly etched into her very bones—a deformity in her hind end that was likely the result of a broken pelvis that never healed correctly.
Despite the challenges she faced, Libby clearly had adapted to her lifestyle. She was wary of people, never fully comfortable with a lot of human interaction, especially when it came to her back feet. Her wariness spoke of her struggle, and while they monitored her closely, her foster mom respected Libby’s boundaries and offered her the space she needed.
As spring and summer has rolled on, it became clear that Libby’s discomfort had been increasing. Alongside her companion Maple, whose quality of life was also in decline, we made the compassionate decision to let Libby cross the rainbow bridge on Tuesday.
Libby’s journey with us, though brief, we are grateful for the time we had with her and for the opportunity to offer her a place of safety and care in her final months.
Rest in peace, dear Libby. May you now find the comfort you so richly deserve, free from pain and surrounded by the love.
DOUCEUR DERABLE
May 24, 2004 – July 30, 2024
Affectionately known as “Maple”, this gorgeous mare joined our program in the late summer of 2023, bringing with her a kind spirit that captured everyone’s heart.
Maple’s life was one filled with service and dedication. As a driving horse and broodmare her entire life, she spent her years giving her all, both in harness and nurturing her foals. Yet time and her conformational faults eventually took their toll. Despite her unwavering love of human connection even after all she had been through in her life, the arthritis and ligament damage made it difficult for her to continue comfortably.
When Maple came to us, we were committed to providing her with the retirement she truly deserved. She quickly became a favourite, her gentle nature and sweet demeanor endearing her to everyone she met. Her foster mom, Amber, showered her with love, kindness, and care, ensuring that Maple’s final months were filled with comfort and affection.
On Tuesday, July 30, 2024, Maple crossed the rainbow bridge with her foster mama by her side.
Rest in peace our gorgeous Maple.
You will always be cherished and never forgotten.


CLAN BOSS KANE
May 17, 2002 – November 21, 2024
Kane’s story is one of both heartbreak and grace. Born into our family’s breeding program, he was the very first foal we raised—our “homebred prince.” I can still remember every detail from the moment he took his first steps. When he was sold at six years old, I never imagined I would see him again. For years he was only a memory, tucked into the fabric of my childhood and the beginnings of what my family built.
That changed in December 2022, when an email appeared on my screen: Kane had been positively identified in a Pennsylvania kill pen. In an instant, I went from helping others reunite with their horses to fighting for my own. The cost to bring him home was daunting, but the kindness of friends, strangers, and this community raised the funds in days. Within a week, Kane was safe. What I once thought impossible became reality, he was on his way home again, after more than a decade apart.
The following two years were a gift I will never forget. Kane lived out his retirement in the very place where his life began. He spent his days surrounded by love, spoiled with every comfort, and never without his favourite Bear Paws. He had his quirks, his stubborn streak, and his vet aversions, but he was ours again, and every moment with him was worth more than words could ever capture.
By the end, Kane’s body was failing him even though his mind still fought to stay. He struggled more each day, and it became clear that the greatest act of love we could give was to let him go with dignity. On his final morning, Kane left us in the most fitting way possible, independent to the end and with a belly full of his favourite treats.
Kane’s journey reminds us why we do this work. Every horse deserves at least the peace Kane found in his final years. Bringing him home was one of the hardest battles I’ve fought, but it was also one of the greatest privileges of my life.
It’s not goodbye, Kane. It’s until we meet again. ~ Kimberly
HORNBY HEART
March 28, 1999 ~ November 26, 2024
It is with heavy hearts that we share the recent passing of Hornby Heart (“Cora”). At 25 years old, Cora joined our adoption program this past summer after being rescued from severe neglect. Despite the hardships she endured before coming into our care, she demonstrated a spirit and resilience that inspired everyone who had the privilege of knowing her.
However, the toll of her past mistreatment was significant, and despite countless attempts and different treatments, Cora struggled to regain her strength. As the cold weather set in, her physical decline became more rapid and evident. We made the difficult decision to let her go peacefully, prioritizing her comfort and dignity above all else.
While saying goodbye is never easy, we stand firm in our belief that a day early is always better than a single hour too late. Cora’s happiness and comfort were always our priority, and we refused to prolong her suffering for our own comfort.
We want to extend our deepest gratitude to Steph, Cora’s dedicated foster caretaker, for her patience, kindness, and willingness to explore every possible avenue to improve Cora’s quality of life. Your compassion and tireless efforts gave her the best possible care in her final months.
We also wish to thank Amanda, Cora’s sponsor, for her unwavering support and generosity throughout Cora’s journey. Your love and dedication made such a difference in her life, and we are so grateful for the role you played in her story.
Cora, you were loved deeply, and your strength will never be forgotten. Rest easy, sweet girl. You are finally free.


EVERYDAYAHOLLIDAY
May 4, 2016 – July 30, 2025
Rescued by his breeder from a kill pen in February 2024. Due to the neglect he faced from his original quarantine placement, he didn’t make it into our care until August 2024.
Holliday was only 8 years old at the time. His veterinary evaluation revealed he had suffered immense trauma—including what appeared to be an old broken neck, alongside lingering lameness. But he wasn’t ready to go. Not yet. And we weren’t ready to let him.
Holliday embodied resilience. He never let his special needs slow him down. Despite the neurological challenges caused by his past injuries, he still played in the field like any other horse—curious, bold, full of life. Even toward the end, when he began showing signs of what we believe was pelvic damage, he simply adapted. He found a way to live with it—still trotting, still exploring, still running across the field to greet his foster mom.
He loved his PEMF and nerve release sessions—leaning in, licking, releasing, showing us all the ways his body was slowly finding relief. His incredible foster mom stood by him through it all, fighting tooth and nail to get him everything he needed—veterinary care, therapies, time, and most of all… love.
But earlier this month, a vet visit brought the news we had all hoped wouldn’t come: the past had finally caught up to him. The trauma he endured had taken too much, and it was time.
Today, at only 9 years old, his foster mom stood by him once more—just like she always had—and did one final act of kindness. She helped him cross the rainbow bridge surrounded by love, peace, and dignity.
Rest peacefully, Holliday. You were so much more than your past. You were strong, you were joyful, you were loved. And you will never be forgotten.
“Even in pain, he chose joy. Even in struggle, he chose to run. He taught us that resilience isn’t about the absence of hardship—it’s about loving life in spite of it.”
ALS SHADOW
May 18, 1996 – October 1, 2025
When she first came through the auction ring in June, she was listed as a 20yo Standardbred. In quite frail condition and with an uncertain future, we knew she needed help. Once home, her freeze brand revealed the truth, she was 29 years old. Despite her frail body, there was still a spark in her eye, a quiet will to live that wasn’t ignored.
We placed her on a careful refeeding program and worked closely with our vet to give her everything she had been denied the last while, good meals, soft beds, gentle hands, love, and kindness. As her full belly grew full, and she let her protective guard down, she began to show us other signs that while her heart wanted to keep going, her body was failing her. She would sometimes bump into walls as her eyesight dimmed. Her arthritic legs would slip and stumble, even on flat ground. Her sinuses made it hard to breathe, especially when eating, and choke risks became frequent.
Adera was tired, and in her quiet, dignified way, she showed us she was ready. She found peace in her own time, and this morning, under warm sunshine with a belly full of her favourite carrots, she crossed the rainbow bridge.
Her time with us was short, but her impact will last. She reminded us of resilience, grace, and the importance of dignity at every stage of life. Though we grieve her loss, we take comfort in knowing she left this world safe, cherished, incredibly loved, and at peace.
Run free, Adera.
You are forever in our hearts. 🌈🐴

